So I have been feeling for some time that I need to release and let go, of what I was not sure and was perhaps even too scared to question. Yet the pull to free myself had become too strong; so over the last weekend I explored long and hard what I needed to release and what needed to go.
My passion has always been my connection with spirit and helping others live their passion, so to find that my pull was to step back from this was indeed to say the least scary! Yet as most people know you cannot grow unless you are prepared to; some times that means facing your fears and being brave enough to do it anyway. So today I made the choice to let go of my teaching classes, not forever but for at least 6 months I will not hold any meditation or development classes. It also means that I will not hold any readings over this time.................. that scares me no end, again I know that there is a great learning to come from this.
So what will I do if I don't do these things, well for one I will do the things that are still dear to me and this year more important than ever,is to firstly to be a mum, as my youngest goes to school I will be there for him as he makes this transition. I will also continue to do my normal 9-5 job (it pays the bills!) and I will spend time with me, reading, writing, allowing my creative soul to expand and capture the pictures that dance in my head placing them on canvas. I will also continue to expand my meditations and create more cd's.
I find that as I have made this choice my mind now feels like it is clear, I feel free to explore all that life has to offer, I feel free to just sit down and read a book. I feel free to allow my thirst for learning to thrive and by being free I feel I will find a better me........................... So I let go and I allow for the new.
May you all allow for release so that you may grow into who you are meant to be.